Im not defeated!!!

I pulled up my pants and I am back at it.

I am working on redefining what makes a campaign unsuccessful. Though this I should be able to find profits by not quitting so early on in the process.

A lot of this I think comes from my own belief system ... I do the research, launch, and when the campaign falls flat I dont keep pushing. I turn it off.

I feel defeated.

I havent written in a journal in a few days so why not take a minute to wrong something here.


I dont know what I have to do.
I dont know what I have done wrong.
I dont know what I can do to create change.


I feel like a failure.
I do not know how to change that.

I work, I build, I launch, I fail, it is an endless cycle. I want to cry.