How is it that they do it but I cannot seem to do it? What am I missing?

Consistent

Being consistent is something that I have never been able to do very well. It is why I didnt finish school, never finished college, never held a job for very long. I grow impatient, I let my confidence (ego) get in the way. I give too much time to things that do not deserve my time (gaming) ... I must learn to be consistent, I must push forth... I must do this I have no other choice.

Fucking blogging

I have kept up the pace now for a few months, not a regular pace of often, several times a month. Im not much of a writer, I dont know what to write about most of the time and it is probably always short.

I have busted, I hit March hard for the first week or so then things just flopped totally. The thing about this business is that you must have several projects to keep you going at once. Until the first one really takes off I will have trouble with other incomes. Damn it. I cuss my self daily for this, I need a better solution than this. Im mad at myself because I know what I can do, I am just not sure why it isnt getting done as fast as I need it to.