So serious...

I am so very serious about what I do but I have little momentum left... at this point, I have been failing for years... now it is Christmas, I doubt much work will get done over the next 48 hours.  . .

I hate failing, I hate it so much and it happens again and again.

Second wind...

I have had a bit of success over the last week or 10 days. Things are looking good, I am about to hit some big numbers. Costs must go up, but that is the game. I should be processing 150 inquiries a day so I should be doing 1500 a week within the next 7 days.