Im not defeated!!!

I pulled up my pants and I am back at it.

I am working on redefining what makes a campaign unsuccessful. Though this I should be able to find profits by not quitting so early on in the process.

A lot of this I think comes from my own belief system ... I do the research, launch, and when the campaign falls flat I dont keep pushing. I turn it off.

I feel defeated.

I havent written in a journal in a few days so why not take a minute to wrong something here.


I dont know what I have to do.
I dont know what I have done wrong.
I dont know what I can do to create change.


I feel like a failure.
I do not know how to change that.

I work, I build, I launch, I fail, it is an endless cycle. I want to cry.

I blog less and less but i will never stop!

I keep a paper journal now. I do something in it almost everyday.

this blog is mostly for long term reflection and I rarely go back and read it.

My biggest problem is taking action.

Wow, its been a month since I last posted.

Not much to say really. The same BS...

Im missing something... everyone knows something I dont. . . even the training that I just picked up seems like crap.

Blackhat isnt what it was a year ago and I lost a ton on media buying.

I could cry... I work so hard, and I keep trying and I just fall flat on my face again, and again.

2016 is all about doing it different.

New tracking
New offers
New cpa network
New demographic


Lets see what happens now.

A new year with new goals.

Kill it

a new approach, fresh traffic sources, new people to work with.


We will start media buying back up in a few weeks.

Back to Zero

I gave up for some time. it is the holidays, The stress is high, the losses are many. Im taking time off.

Be back soon, Im going to rip it.