I feel defeated.

I havent written in a journal in a few days so why not take a minute to wrong something here.


I dont know what I have to do.
I dont know what I have done wrong.
I dont know what I can do to create change.


I feel like a failure.
I do not know how to change that.

I work, I build, I launch, I fail, it is an endless cycle. I want to cry.