I don't know. I suppose it is a certain level of freedom I have heat. I have the ipad that I am writing this on. But what else beyond that? I don't love work, that is for sure. At least not what I am currently doing. Can I learn to love it? Or should I? Sometimes I like it, dealing directly with customers I do not enjoy. But no, more than that...
Why do I work? Is it to have freedom? Is it to build a family? I am in the unique situation of having everything that I want. Now I have to keep it together. Being. Arrived with children takes a lot of time and Had been stressful on me lately. Do this, go there, do that now go here. It can really feel like to much on top of being the best parent and husband that I can.
Working from home has a lot to do with it. I cannot say no because I simply do not have the same level do obligation as someone that has a regular job.
I need goals both long term and short term
I need discipline
I need something to be regular in my life. I think I go to sleep at a different time every night. I don't even know to be honest.
I need a bigger todo list so that I can see what my goals are. To see them laid out in front of me paving the way to...my long termr goals.
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