Tomorrow we pick up a house guest from the airport. She is going to be here with us for 11 days!! I dont know what I will do with myself... It sounds a bit extreme to me. This is my sister inlaw, she is actually awesome and Im looking forward to it.
Yesterday was a dive, and I know that isnt positive but it is the truth. I guess I should be grateful that I see my faults that I see how depressed I am. I dont just sit around blaming others, or blaming the world. I know it is going on in my head, it only exists inside of me. I know that I can push through this, and thankful that I can understand my mind, I am sure that it is also my greatest enemy.
Im aware of my thoughts and that is good, I know that I will push through them. I am thankful for my perspective, I know that I need to improve, I know that it is not anyones fault but my own. I understand what I am doing wrong, I know what I need to improve and I know that I can do it.
I am thankful that I can push through doubt and uncertainty
I am thankful for having perspective.
I am thankful that I do not blame others and take responsibility for my actions.
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