fucking fucking fuck

More than a month of no traffic, no nothing.. it sucks, it is my fault. . . I need to get my ass into gear. This is the biggest fail I have had in a long time because I am just letting sales fall through the tracks. This sucks.

Nothing has been working effectively lately.

I have been slacking really I guess, I lost my focus, that is kinda another problem with blackhat that I have...Im just not sure what to do sometime.. unlike paid traffic, I will have a direct plan, I need to get on that train soon.

Im really fucked up now

I make the same mistakes again and again, remember how I was suppose to be posting daily on those private forums? yea, that didnt happen, my income fell off around 4 weeks ago, I took a shore vacation, got sick for a few days finally came up with a new traffic solution and STILL nothing has happened.

I must diversify, and I am doing it now. This new traffic system is multiple traffic types, from multiple sources being sold to multiple merchants.

once I am doing 1K a week, I will start buying mobile traffic, taking as much risk as I can. I hope to spend $500 a day on mobile traffic before the end of the year.

Why Im not blogging..

I have used this blog for years to kinda follow my thoughts and what I am doing... sometimes it is helpful, some times I do it because I am having a bad day. But lately I have not blogged at all... this is because I have moved it over to a motivation site where I am creating an entry every single day.

Once I have content, I will star backing it up and moving it over... :D

So pissed

My top traffic source flopped.  And this is after I moped around for a month declaring that my life had no direction.  If I would have fully supplied myself I would have 20k in the bank and could apply myself to other traffic sources.

Now when it want to work I can't.  When I could work I didn't want to.  Bullshit!! I'm so mad at myself over this.

Now it is time to push forward.  NOW IS THE TIME TO DECIDE WHO I REALLY AM

How I deal with failure will define me.

Not working

Not working is a real problem for me. I just dont want to, and I am looking for an answer ...

This guy...

Everyday, that is what I need.