I dont know what I can do...

I doubt that anyone reads this blog with any regularity.  It really isnt written for anyone other than me, I guess I dont mind if someone reads it since it is generally anonymous and just babble. Im here to post about consistent behaviour, I have none. discipline is something that I lack, something that seems to be affecting me daily and something that I need.

Fuck you

that habit

Im still working to get the habit going. I set my alarm, overslept as I always do...

Tomorrow should be better. I feel that I have a lot of things under control as of today. Now I just gotta get my income moving forward.

A new car!

Ok not really, a few weeks ago I was hit in a parking lot. So this morning I dropped off my car to have it repaired and we get a rental care for about a week.

so I have had a few positive days at work, I have worked about 8 hours total over 2 days and made 3 sales. Now I need to 8 hours a day and I think I will be set.

Now for the really positive stuff.
Im thankful for my wife, she has been really supportive of me she knows that Im doing through hard times.
Im glad that we have insurance so the car can be fixed, its minor damage but still, it will look better once it is repaired.
so much going on and so much to do, Im grateful that I have the skills to do what is needed.

What do I have to talk about

Another attempt at creating a habit in my life, discipline of any type is needed.

Habit

Making this a habit has not worked out yet, finding the space in my mind to do it isnt so easy.