Im still failing

Pushing my way into 2017

Thank you

Im failing and falling apart.

I need answers.

Failing forward and failing hard

Things have really fallen apart lately. I am striving to keep them together.

More breaking though.

I am on my 5th week of learning and taking action on design and coding. Things are coming together for me.

I have had to do what I have never done.

I have done nothing but focused on learning for the last 3 weeks. I have a grasp on Photoshop that I have never had before. I am doing html/css/javascript I must be agile and able to deploy pages as fast as possible.

Fail

I am not a failure
I can do this
I have all of the bits
what I do is wait for an answer... an answer that can only be questioned by failing
I am afraid of failing
I dont take the jump
I just wait, like it is going to hurt less, but it hurts more, I end up more conflicted


I am not doing, I am waiting... that is not going to make what I do a success

Maybe I will change gears now.

I do not follow though
I do not buy ad consistently enough

I will lose $200 and quit... this just isnt how it works

I see now how I have been doing it wrong. $9 payouts mean that i need to spend a lot more to optimize.

Im going to go smaller