Consistent

Being consistent is something that I have never been able to do very well. It is why I didnt finish school, never finished college, never held a job for very long. I grow impatient, I let my confidence (ego) get in the way. I give too much time to things that do not deserve my time (gaming) ... I must learn to be consistent, I must push forth... I must do this I have no other choice.

Fucking blogging

I have kept up the pace now for a few months, not a regular pace of often, several times a month. Im not much of a writer, I dont know what to write about most of the time and it is probably always short.

I have busted, I hit March hard for the first week or so then things just flopped totally. The thing about this business is that you must have several projects to keep you going at once. Until the first one really takes off I will have trouble with other incomes. Damn it. I cuss my self daily for this, I need a better solution than this. Im mad at myself because I know what I can do, I am just not sure why it isnt getting done as fast as I need it to.

Flopped

I cannot get traffic again...crap on me

What happened?

I was doing really well for a few weeks, then last Thursday I wasn't feeling well, skipped a day working. Then my traffic source went down, some management changed around and now it is more than a week later and I cannot get back into work.

I stare at the screen unmotivated, I tweak something for 15 minutes and stop working. This isnt good, I must focus, I must to better...

last week was good

I got a new laptop so that I can work out of the house more since home is such a huge distraction for me lately.

Looking forward to make more sales this week! last week was around 36. . . I would like to hit 50 this week

Success

after putting in a lot of effort i got it snapped. Work is moving smoothly and I am working on expanding my income.

How long has it been since I posted? Too long I guess. Things that I need to do this week include scheduling my time to work, getting out of the house and getting out of bed in the mornings.