Progress

I think I made some progress, my job is hard, well, for me it is hard. Something that I have discovered is that if I care less about my production work, that I do better. If I do not focus on sale, sale, sale, then the sales come, and I can enjoy watching netflix while I am working.

I find it weird, it is a similar tale that I have been told many times that I think too much, when I really just relax and focus on getting things done and not focused so much on the doing, I was able to make good sales (good for me anyway)

How important is confidence?

When Im confident I seem to make more sales, I also seem to work harder. How are they related? Are they related? Sometimes I work hard just because I know that better things are coming and that treading water is better than sinking.

No, I will not doubt.
No, I will not fail.
No, I will do what I must.
No, you will not stand in my way.

Really big news is going down.

I did have a good work week last week, and this week is also looking good. But what is bad is that we have to move, our homeowner is selling this house so we have to move for the second time in 5 years. So we have decided that we are going to buy a house and stay in Memphis for a lot longer than we expected.  Having friends and family with small children makes moving difficult. Our daughter is doing well in school and building strong friendships. Maybe moving out of the city is just a selfish thing?

What moving does is force my debt forward, it is something that I have never really faced, something I never felt that I could tackle and take care of. . . but now I have the challenge of taking care of it if we want to buy a house. I dont know how I am going to tackle such debt without a serious income... I always just make some money and never much real money. It has been that way for a long time. No consistent income, no real business that I am building , just making by. . .

Its ok !! Everything is going to be ok!!!

Hard work pays off.

Slow but ...

Things are going slow, but progress is being made. Money is being made and that is ... important! 2014 should be good.