PUSH

I pushed hard, I finally have a good consistent routine i think. Now my traffic has floundered today. Im working on that again. I wanted to hit my biggest week but I dont think I will make it without the traffic.

How is it that they do it but I cannot seem to...

This is a draft from 4/19/13 ...I do not know what was on my mind that day.

Being consistent is hard.

Really hard, life feels like a circus lately. When I do sit down to work, I do not feel like I have more than just an hour or two to achieve my goals and I need much more time than that.  Building rapport with clients the way I am doing right now takes a lot of work, and a lot of focus, an hour just doesnt cut it.

The wife also feels that this has been a crazy week, so I am glad that I am not the only one that feels this way.

I did some decent numbers, two weeks in a row and this last week has been a major flop, I just dont feel like I can sit down and get anything done before something commands my attention somewhere else. Even as I am writing this, I know that I only have about an hour before I need to leave to pick up my daughter. I guess that maybe I am wasting time with blogging, but I also feel the need to discuss my problems and put them on the proverbial paper.

Gaming and music feels like a distraction too, I do not have time for them, but I dabble, 15 minutes here and there until I have spend an hour and a half a day just wasting time. Perhaps I need a tighter schedule, I am not sure.